I'm so sorry you're going through this. The UK is a very strange place for all sorts of bigotry, and I do feel we're getting worse in some ways. While I'm not a racial minority, I'm a gender and sexual minority and I have to listen to idiots talk about people like me in ways that make my skin crawl frankly. If you ever need to vent, my inbox is open. I'm grateful I don't know many genuinely racist people.